Hi Dr. Love.I am a mature 19 year old woman and for 10 months I’ve been with my first love. At the beginning of this relationship he gave me everything and asked for nothing in return and I in return tried my best to make him happy, but he cheated.I stayed in the relationship but became very very jealous insecure, stressed and depressed. I have hit rock bottom. Crying uncontollably not accomplishing my goals and having no life of my own.I constantly check his calls, his voicemail and even his car mileage. I am so emotionally attached that I cant leave but staying is driving me into a deep depression.What advice can you offer me. Im desperate to be happy.