it’s been over a year since my husband left our family. for some odd reason instead of the angry and hurt feeling that i had in the beginning, i’m feeling overwhelmed with the desire to have him back in my life.i seem to miss him more than ever. am i crazy or what? i have not seen or heard from him in all this time but i know that he’s intentionally avoiding us. for what reason i don’t know.should i give up on ever hoping for a reunion or should i hold on to what i Feel?help please.