I recently lost my husband of 3 months. We where together for 3 and a half years before we were married. He was killed in an accident with his job. I am only 17 years old he was 20.I have been having sex with a friend of mine and we’ve both fallen for each other. I’m not sure though if I have really fallen for him or if I just like him because of my loss.I am really lonely and confused. No one understands me because I’m not just a 17 year old kid I have a 15 month old son and real problems, not just ‘ kid’ stuff.Can you help me sort through this problem of mine?