To be honest, its pathetic really to think that with all that is going on in the world and I worry about something as silly as this I think to myself, just get over it, but I can’t. You see, I find it impossible to have a relationship with someone.Don’t get me wrong, I have many friends, and don’t have any difficulty in meeting and getting to know new people, but that ‘s not the problem. I am unable to start a romantic relationship with someone.To be honest, the fact that I find it easy to make friends with new people might account for why my friends don’t know I have a problem. They just think that I choose to be single. But I have had a mental block for years.I used to really dislike myself you see even in the past I hid my depression well. Today, I still have off’ days when I don’t want people to see me as I dislike myself, but I feel a lot better nowadays.However, if I see someone I like my immediate reaction is not to talk to them, but hide away so they don’t see me close up. The annoying thing is that in my head I’m telling myself how irrational I am being, but I can’t help it. Even if I know for sure that someone might like me I continually ask myself ‘Why would they like me? There are lots of better people then me.’Even more infuriating is that I know that there are more important things in life to worry about. I’m one of those people who can give advice to other people on this sort of thing, but I can’t help myself. It’s become ingrained in my conscience. I’d really love you to help me get over this block.