I have being going out with this girl for over 4 years. She is my first girlfriend. I am a doctor (age 26) and she is a nurse. We have broken up many times, always by me. I love her and she loves me but something inside me tells me she is not the right one however perfect she seems.Without her I feel so sad and empty. We only broke up 1 week ago and I miss her terribly. I am scared that if I get back with her I will hurt her again. I’m also scared I will lose the love of my life by leaving her. I’m scared I won’t meet anyone like her.I have low self-confidence and thought this was the only way to build it up. Have I made the right decision?