Dr. Love,I will try to make this short and can provide you with many more details if it helps. I have caught my girlfriend in 4 lies but all but one is related to one another and one she said she had forgotten about. The 3 related ones she said she didn't tell me because she didn't want to hurt me. I have a feeling she may be hiding more secrets but wont tell me cause I told if I caught her in another lie I would leave. I've told her numerous times the only thing I ask for is honesty, I told her that on the first date. I said that I don't what you've done in the past, as far judging her, that I just ask for the truth. I have been really trying to believe everything she tells me, but deep down I feel like she's lying to me, whether she is or not I don't know. I really do love this girl which is the only reason I have continued to stay with her, but I'm afraid I'll never be able to really trust her. Any suggestions?
As you described your girlfriend, I thought about a young child who lies to avoid getting into troubling. In no time, the pattern becomes a way of functioning that carries into adulthood.
Your girlfriend is not caught in a catch 22 with you. She can’t tell you the truth because you told her that you’d leave her if she admits to having told any other lies.
Where can you go from here?
The only way I can see out of this impasse is to start over. You remove the threat of leaving and in turn she cleans the slate and tells you all of it.
In the future, she needs to work on resolving this very entrenched character defense pattern in which she lies to avoid repercussions (hurting the other or getting herself into trouble).
Tell her that all defense mechanisms end up biting you in the butt; in the end the very thing that a defense is designed to avoid produces the very same dreaded outcome. Example: I’ll lie to avoid causing hurt, pain and anger. But my lying causes just that.
Get her into therapy. And while we’re at you, you would do well to look at why you’ve chosen a partner who you arouses feelings of mistrust in you. How does this fit with your own history and wounds? What unfinished business are you repeating here?
I’ve given you the blueprint, a way for you and your girl to stop singing the blues.